i do a couple of things that i wish i didn't:
deprive myself of water
stay up late
look at people's facebook profiles that i need to spend more time letting go of
i think those are the major ones.
my trip to dc was hella stressful and made me miss my family. now i am home and i want to go on a vacation, which is where silver bay comes in. (vinny, you wanna tell me what yr plans are?)
my mood swings stress me out, but i am starting to accept the fact that i am not, and won't ever be, in total control of my emotions. this is a ___ step.
ps. this is not for any of you / this is for all of you
memories of you haunt me like the songs you'd play me/ echoes of our hopes and ideas cascade caress me with the breeze/ i know that you have other things and people to think about but i wonder sometimes/ do you think about me?
i hope you remember our dreams and plans and wishes and promises/ although with time it becomes clearer and clearer that i have more and more to let go/ but i might just hold onto this thought/ that you too, lie under the sky and wonder if i am thinking of you
- (no subject)